Siyes windu..

siyes aku ckp

aku terase windu kat sowunk mmber aku

ntah r dye ingt aku ker tak

ea r kan

dah lmer xcontact,xchatting, xjumper

jgn2,aku pon dye luper kowt

cian gler aku nie

xdek saper windu

ngahahahahaha

beb,mmg dh lme tue x tnyer kabar

tgok on jek kat fb

nk tegoq, malu

hehehe

aku kn pemalu owgnyer

ea r, aku tkut ko xmoh nk cntct aku ag

so, bek aku toksah nk gatai2 contct kan

wat poyo kan diri sendiri jek gayernyer

wakakaka...

mkin arie, ko mkin jauh

aku dh xtaw pe jadik kat ko

per ko wt skunk

ko epi taw sedih

ko dh berpunyer taw lom

jgn2 ko dah kawen pon aku x taw

mmg thap giler lamer r kiter x dek sbrg cter kan?

ntah r wei

myb ko dah ader life yg perfect skunk

dats y r ko xingt aku kowt

hehehehe.

law ko ingt, ko cntct r aku

(xmalu seyh)

~daaa~

~aku punyer LIFE~

Hipokrit

kadang-kadang kiter x rase yg sebenarnyer kiter nie hipokrit

manusia maner nk ngaku dye hipokrit

law tnyer sumer owg,

kompem jwb 'nie lah diri aku, aku xhipokrit'

beb

jgn nk tipu r

xdek saper yg sempurna

n xdek saper leh lari dari sifat hipokrit 2

hipokrit mmg akn ader dlm tiap bdn kowunk

aku hipokrit?

yup!!!

aku taw ak snrnya hipokrit

aku tipu diri sendiri

aku tipu perasaan sendiri

aku pura2 fahm diri aku

aku pura2 taw pe yg aku nk

sumernyer pura2

sebb per?

sebb aku taw aku nie sbrnyer weak

terlalu lemah

lembik, ngembeng, manjer, pelalak

cpt give up n cm xdk harapn

aku mmg lemah

tpi aku kener hipokrit

tuk menjadi owg yg baru

owg yg ader keyakinan

yg ader motivasi

tpi xmudah

susah, terlalu susah

tpi sebb aku ader fmily

yg kener aku jage, yg kner aku protect

aku perlu hipokrit tue

tuk kuatkan diri aku

mmg pnt tuk jadi sowunk yg sentiasa idup dalm kepuraan

tpi aku puas n rase hepi 2 ader

coz aku taw pe yg aku wat

xsalah law nk jadie hipokrit

sbnrnyer malu law kiter ngaku jadi dri sendiri

tpi sebrnyer xpenah pham pe yg diri tue nk

poyo seyh

~daa~

Aku bukan budak2

hey!

aku dah cukup beso tuk buat pe yang aku nk k

jgn layan aku cm budak2

jgn kongkong aku cm kanak2 riang

jgn pertahankan aku cm budak poyo

jgn pikir aku nie xmmpu

aku taw lah ne yang bek n buruk

mak abah aku dah ajar aku sebaiknyer

aku paham pe yang mak abah aku pesan

aku ikut n aku patuh

but 1 aku nk ingtkan aku bukn budak2

try percayakan aku leh x?

susah sgt ker?

pikir aku xmmpu taw x tertanggung ker?

beb

aku leh uat r

kamoo x berhak nk judge aku mmpu ke x

ak dah yakin, so aku nk ko yakin ngn aku

pling x pon, aku nk gak diberi peluang cm owg len

terkilan seyh

sekali ag aku nk tekankan

AKU BUKAN BUDAK2!!!

esaimen mode!!!

in mode esaimen

fokus

fokus

fokus

foku..s

fok..us

fo..kus

f..okus

f....

(ZzzzzZzzzz)

She can't

she try 2 be herself

but she can't

she want her own life

her own idea

her own rule

her own style

but she can't

and realize this world doesn't belong to her

she didn't know what she want

she just confuse

just disappear

just blank

she just want 2 expose everything

but she not strong enough

she afraid to be shamed

and to be a joker

she like to secret it

she didn't want everyone know it

but she can't handle it by herself

so

she create her new identity

her own style

dat myb can't satisfy others

~idup ini bukan mudah untuk memuaskan atie owg len~

kadang2 kiter rase kiter betul

tpi sebenarnyer kiter salah

so

kiter xberhak nk menghukum seseowunk kerana dirinyer itu

~~just to remind myself~~

Bahagiakan owg len dahulu..

kadang2 kiter kener sembunyikn prasaan sebenar kiter

xkisah r per jenis perasaan tue

coz

i2 mungkin dapt membahagiakn sumer owg

xdek saper yang kecewa

xdek saper yang terase

uat owg len bahagia, epy n seronok

bru r kiter akan rase pe tue bahagia, epy n seronok

biler owg tersenyum sbb kiter

kiter akn seronok xterkire

ketepikan perasaan kiter

coz

kiter mmpu tuk bendung perasaan kecewa taw hampa tue

law kiter tunjuk perasaan sebenar kat owg len

ngn senangnyer owg dapat bacer kiter ni cmne

then dengn senngnyer gk owg dapt buli, kutuk, gelak n perlekehkan kiter

pastue idup kiter akan rase suck sagt..

so..

sembunyikn r perasaan tue

i2 lbih bek

kiter xmalu

kiter xsegan

kiter x diperlekehkan

kiter x direject

YUP!!

1 prinsip yang akan dipegang

~bahagiakan owg len dlu~

~SHE NEED~

she need someone 2 calm her

she need someone 2 comfort her

she need someone 2 laugh with her

she need someone 2 talk to her

she need someone 2 argue with

she need someone 2 advice her

she need someone 2 cry with her

she need someone 2 discuss

she need someone 2 share everything

she need someone 2 help her

she need someone 2 bring a light if bored come

actually...

she need someone 2 understand her in what kind of situation that she face off

YES!!! SHE REALLY NEED IT